& still studying…. will be until Friday morning when it’s all over for the semester. Unfortunately, one of my crazy study habits is to recopy all my powerpoint lectures by hand… writing them out helps me memorize… well, I just finished my peds lectures for the exam on Wednesday…. 25 pages on both sides handwritten!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH. Now it’s Pharm the rest of tonight & all of tomorrow. Pharm test is 9am on Tuesday morning.
Nothing else too exciting to write about. The book is shut on the guy from before Thanksgiving. I texted him a message saying “hey, i’m assuming that you do not want to go to the movies since I haven’t heard from you. It was nice meeting you.” That’s all I said. Anyway, yes, I would rather have a guy tell me that he doesn’t want to date me again rather than say “Hey, Yes… I’ll DEFINITELY call you… We’ll go to a movie.. we’ll be in touch.” & then do the exact opposite… Unfortunately, those are the type of guys I’ve been meeting lately. For lack of a better term: liars.
Ok.. that was harsh. But you know what, if that what dating is all about… I don’t want any part of it. Yes, I know I want a relationship… Yes, I know I cry over sappy Christmas commercials & watch all the romantic Christmas movies on Lifetime… but, if people can’t be fundamentally honest with each other why even try? I *thought* Michael was the one. I hoped he was. He turned out to be just like the guy from above… although he kept it hidden for a little longer.
I’m not even a great catch anyways… I’m in debt, have medical issues, not gorgeous thin, can’t have children, & want an engagement ring that costs $10K.
Blah… back to studying.